It helps you see why quitting early is so important
Manufacturing operations have developed procedures for collecting this dust and remaking it into usable material (known as reconstituted sheet tobacco)
I wasnt dealing with a spotty, rash-like hive condition, either these were very large, swollen welts that would form and merge together throughout the day and night to the point where my entire body was covered
The idea of being in this makeup every day terrified me but I was able to let go, to surrender to this claustrophobic process and turn it into a prolonged meditation
its also about allowing new knowledge in and understanding that it dwells nearby as the exquisite meditation on death at the novels end suggests: the dead stay everlastingly present among us, taking the form of palpable vacancies that only disappear when, as we must, we take them into ourselves
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